Today, I vote.
And go to Costco. And take back that movie I fell asleep watching. And finally take down Jay's birthday party decorations. And balance the checkbook. And maybe,
just maybe, put away the million loads of laundry that are piled up in Jay & I's room.
Why do I always put away the kids' laundry and completely ignore my own? It's a sickness... one that I curse every morning when looking for the only pair of jeans that currently fit.
I hate those jeans.
The rest of the month includes parent-teacher conferences, preparing for Thanksgiving, preparing for Christmas, and - oh yeah - preparing for the arrival of the newest little Fear. I have to admit I am not at all mentally ready for a newborn. Day-to-day life with 3 young kids has left me with little time for pondering the joys and frustrations (mostly joys... right?) that are going to be coming my way starting November 28th. I know there is going to be some sibling jealousy and lots of poopy diapers and lack of sleep, but... my mind can't seem to process beyond the leftover pumpkin pie in the fridge and the fact that I can't forget to pay Bea's preschool bill tomorrow.
That's all the room I've got in my brain right now.
Which might explain why this post is so scattered.
It's also 4:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. People who say things like "get your sleep now, while you can!" have either never been pregnant or have completely forgotten what it was like when they were. I haven't had a good night's sleep in three months, and I'm not expecting to have one until sometime in 2010.
Yikes.
See? This is why my brain keeps focusing on pumpkin pie. It's much less stressful.